dolL * 34 - adorE

another day has gone
wishing him doing well everyday
though they are apart from each other
still she is here to stay
she will never say goodbye
just want to let him know
he is not alone
for she's always here with him

she miss his voice and the way he talks
the touch of his hand on her hair
the warm hand holding her with him
that always recharge her to full
he's always in her heart
she wants to hear from him
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he is just different
from those like to act perfect
talk candies and make donuts promise
in front of their girl..

without realizing how good he is
instead of confessing his imperfections to her
blocking her from being too good to him
but it couldn't stop her passionate of adoring
she will just stay with him silently
to feel him in her heart

she only feels herself real
when she's with him
she's not a pretentious type of girl
she never hide her adorableness
to the prince deep in her heart
though she is independent and walks confidently
but he didn't know the best thing he did is
he has won her heart
the patient to reads her words
the granting of their relationship
makes her believes in his authenticity
no one else will do this for her
in this world
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she made up her mind
she will not go away
no matter how tough it is
no one else can be replaced
the special and only one in her heart
the charming star that she could see in the darkness
though he felt himself is nothing
the missing piece that she found to complete her life
she wants him to be her chef forever

probably too much space been given
leading them to the points apart from where they clicked
a distance of emotionless
had obstructed the passion from growing
problems and stresses had overcame his feeling
made him into pokerfaced
but the habit of caring for him
hardly get rid from her

just the other night
she thought she's tough to be on her own
occupying herself into bunch of works
only sleep can rest her mind
that always getting her into emo mode
still she prays for him everyday
hoping that he is fine
missing him madly
down to the core of her heart
she only feels adored when she's emo
你是我生命中的 最捨不得...

dolL * 33 - shadoW

she's counting down the days
to his birthday in one month
she still remember what she did for him
on his last birthday
she made a very special present for him
he felt her heart and sincere in it
her dream came true
because of him

she's not a drama queen
and she doesn't want to feel in this way
but she's just the way she is
her love to him will never change too
she doesn't know if it's a beautiful disaster
or a timeless castle in the sky
her tears drop on the withered rose
if the smell would come back again
or it only can be recalled in her memories
he confessed all his imperfect to her
she bear it all
yet she won't just leave him
their memories still alive in her heart
everywhere she go portraits the shadow of them
she feels him everywhere

it has been years she has him in her heart
she lives under his shadow
she will never learn how to put him down
even he made her cries and broke her heart
he picked up her happiness
yet he wanted to put it down
she believes in her sense that
he loves her too
he did
just his feeling has been concealed
in the situation that he's having at this moment
without he realized it

there's perfect only in his imperfections
for love to be true between her and him
she hopes time can give them a revive
to let the charm of love come back to them
she doesn't regret things that she has done
but the things she didn't do
when she had the chance
she doesn't regret to love someone
that really means to her
he's still the one that she loved for

dolL * 32 - serenE

every words that he told her that day
keep on repeating in her mind everyday
every single moments..

she doesn't angry or get mad at him
she is just trying to soothe her mind
and getting herself to analyze the situation
she gives him time to rest himself
as well as herself..
maybe he needs some time and space
to spare himself out of the frame of stress
problems that he has in his life
she doesn't want to be his burden too
if it's not happy, it's not the end
it's just the beginning of their life..

she has tried her best
to put herself into work this two weeks
but still she feel empty in her heart
worse than she didn't get to see him
she cant explain the feeling
she just knows that she feels real in herself when be with him

now the princess got lost in the jungle
and cant find the way back to her castle
cold wind and loneliness couldn't fear her
yet she doesn't move a step from the spot
bcoz she loves the nature of the jungle so much
and wish he can accompany her to live in the jungle together

during this period he thought that he knows it all
but this will only send her to misery
she never thought that need him there when she cry
she counted the days she has left him alone
everything that she did reminds her of him
and she loved the things that he did
she didn't go away
she just hides and thinks
she will not go away too..
the words that she need to hear
to always get her thru the day
she miss him..