dolL * 09 - losT

she cried last nite

suddenly her soul was broken into pieces

and empty

when she was told all her document was gone

no back-up is saved..

all her collection of chronicle and memories of years

all of a sudden

she felt that..

she was thrown out from the planet

lost her memories and dono who is she

floating in the air with no direction

hardly to recall back

but only broken pieces of it

she couldn't imagine that

if she drove her car out at that moment

she wan to get rid of the mad

her anxious max out to the most

she felt calm after talk to him

to get the madness off her chest

while she felt sorry to her papa also

for being wild in front of him

she didn't want to

as she knew her papa realli care of her

but she juz lost control of it

she is not blaming anyone

but herself

dolL * 08 - runawaY

she feels scared in the jungle..

scared of the real world

full of cruel, wicked and coldblooded

no one can be trust

she felt unsafe when talking to everyone

except him

she wished she could runaway from it

but somehow

she couldn't find a way out of it

she got lost..

there are a lot of scary creatures

showing good and kind in front of people

but back stabbing people from the back

which you wouldn't realise

till the moment you see the blood and feel pain

she has to hide her anger

smile and talk nicely to that scary creature

she is trying to protect

and save him

from the jungle of evilness..

desiGn reCipe

creative? arts?? recycle???

LoL~

it was juz having fun after finished lunch

design n deco the plate by using the food left on the table

it started with my plate which left all the chilli slices

which i pick out from my fried rice

hehe..

the 2 colas is juz to make the composition looks nice

added in

carrot cucumber

fries, prawn tail and dried chilli

ta dah~~

it turned into a prettie smiley

additional ribbon on the head by using chopstick plastic

done loO~~

by ahloong jyhhaur & me

she drinks coLa~

too much brainstorming for design student i guess

we can juz simply come out with the design idea

with limited sources that we have

lalala lala~

^-^*

dolL * 07 - hiding deviL

she noticed someone is hiding

behind the bushes

there is the devil with two-faces

which she hated the most

wearing a mask to get close with people

but pointing bad from her back

or trying to hide from what they have done

assumed that she wouldn't know

she actualli knows but juz keep in mind

she doesn't want to unveil the devil out

that will only be a stupid action as they did

she was realli pisSsed off at this time

when she found out the truth from third party

sometimes she can't understand

is that devil acting stupid

pretended to be innocent

or realli didn't know what have been done

is getting other people into trouble

over react for what supposed to be

action taken always didn't match with what have been said

didn't know how to be flexible at different situation

but only follow the rules blindly

it's even worse than a blind person

she will beware from the devil
don't ever think to hide behind the bushes

a devil's step is not hard to be discovered

in such a small garden

groWing gift

the 3 little plants moved to a bigger house

keeping at the balcony

happi to see that they are growing healthy

i dono how big would it grow up to

bigger, more leaves, flower or tree??

lol.. i'm still waiting and wondering lo..

taking good K of my weird bday gift which i never got before.. haha..

dolL * 06 - worrieS

she stares at little blacky

it juz keep quiet

wearing a devil mask

to cover its real expression

but she knew little blacky is not happy

something is happening

it always didn't want to tell

hide inside and undergo by itself

thought that it's not a necessary to let her know

it doesn't know that

she's more worries

when come to this situation

she doesn't want to get angry with him

she juz hope he can share with her

to solve the problem together

at least there is someone to share with

someone to give support

to cut down the weight of suffering

on little blacky's shoulder

she hates to see it got annoyed

by its kind-hearted

it should learn to consider the limit

she always know

when little blacky made mistake

or not in the mood

even it tried to cover it up

she juz wanted it to know that

little blacky, u are not abadoned

and never alone

...

dolL * 05 - complicateD

they are not twins

but is she herself

onLy

sometimes she's tired of

being different character in her life

she hates herself for who she has to be

bcoz she has to act

acting is not her talent

but she tried very hard for it

guess she is doing quite well

yet it's realli tiring to be a twin

when you are actualli not

switching black ribbon to white on the same dress

slightly changes to present as another character

her spirit is splitting into pieces

how could she gather all the puzzle pieces

to assemble into a complete set

she juz wanted to be herself

and she only can be real her in front of him

bcoz she can be transparent

to be who she wants to be

pour out all the words in her heart

instead of putting on colors to decorate herself

in front of peoples

a simple support will bright her day up

lead her to a little smile

^-^

she hopes he could understand

she doesn't like to be in this situation

but she has to

thats the way she could deliver her support

in the way he needs

it's simple yet complicated

it's a challenge when doing something

that she doesn't talent at

for the one she care

but it means

...

+U!!