dolL * 02 - wonderinG

she hopes he doesn't angry edi..

she starts wondering... ...

what is she doing all this juz for the sake of him..

she owaz lend her hand when he needed..

giving too much rely on her..

too much depending on her..

and let him be in whichever way he wants..

even though she knew it's not the correct way..

she juz worried that

would it be leading him into a bad habit..

turn him into a nicely wrapped empty gift box..

-.-

but she can't change at this moment..

still she would be there whenever he needs..

dolL * 01 - emptY

she can't sleep well thru out the nite..

things happened juz now keep on replaying in her mind..

she scolded him accidentally..

she didn't want to but somehow it happened..

she felt bad after he left..

her mind was suddenly blank..

she feels empty ..

she knew he muz be angry..

so she apologize to him..

"sorrY.."

*littLe bLuu*

cutiee little bluu~ i hop to see real little bluu..can't wait!! >.<

[photos grabbed from http://www.customizeyourgifts.blogspot.com/ ..hehe bcoz i forgot to take pic of the mug that day before giv it to ami]

it's a belated bday gift for Ami.. a fren since we were in kindergarden.. omg~

Ami loves miaw miaw.. she can talk miaw's language too.. haha~

Ami, meimei wish u all the best oo!!

i'll work hard and joining u in future.. hehe..

don miss me too much.. bcoz i knew that.. =P

take k oo~ ^-^* ami & little bluu*

280808 (part 2) ^-^*

few days after my bday.. got another gift came in late..

he is late again.. owaz late..

if not duh overslept.. bo bian..lol~

even it was late, but it's special..

it was put in my car and i couldnt see what was that actualli bcoz it was so dark..

i touched some leaves 1stly i tot it was rose but bukan..

i was wondering what is that bcoz i was told that it will be a weird present i ever got..

hmm..

i almost up-side-down it to see what is that..

lucki i dint..

if not all the water poured out in my car duh tiam..lol~

but stil i split out some water..

b4 he told me that got water inside..

i drove kfulli and slowly home..

once i opened up the wrapper, it's realli surprised me..
it's a custom design glass with my name written on it..

it's was so cute and lovely~

but..

it's weird also lo..as what i hav been told..

there are cabbage looks alike unknown plant in the glass..

dont u feel that also?

lol~

weird hor what's the meaning of the gift le?

hmm..

oo.. he said it's like the growing gift application in facebook..

but this is a real growing gift..

so i can realli take k of the plant lo..

oo..interesting idea..creative..

it's memang a weird present which i never got b4..

but it's special..

oni weird ppl will com out with this weird idea lo..

haha~

after a while, i noticed that the trasparent varnish to protect the painting on the glass started dropping off..

ops!! kena air la!! duh..

i hav to transfer the plant into another container and poured out the water in the glass..

wiped it kfulli with tissue to let it dry..

phew~ lucki the painting is saved..

hor chai ar..

i was so sleepy edi yet i hav to do that quietly in the midnite and take pic..

hehe..

it's all the sukuwen's fault lo..

put so many water inside the glass..

lol~

the painting is so

lovely..

done by prettie joanne..

thanx alot ^-^*

cute tiger, pig and a donkey..

with the lovely design..

it makes the glass so unique..

i'm so happii to hav it..

it belongs to me~

yeah~
^.^v

a gift from sukuwen..

realli thanx for it..

i'm owaz like to argue with ur opinion..

but this is realli a special gift..

lol~
TQ wen ^-^*

i put it in a nice bowl..

wait and see the "cabbage" plant to grow up..

lol~

280808 ^-^*

while i was watching trailer of

" money no enough 2"..

>> " when is ur bday?"

" 8/3"

" what year?"

" every year.."

LOL~ it's funni but yet logic also..

28.08~ it's my day again.. once a year.. every year.. hehe..

i never hav a big celebration for it bcoz i don realli like it..

i'll prefer to go for a simple dinner.. with few of my frens n family..

this year i had a great bday.. ^-^*

on my bday eve..

i went to meet up with few of my primary school classmates, which i hav not seen them since i graduated from primary 6 le.. omg!! it's realli long lost fren lo.. it was so please to see them again.. lots of memories came up in our mind when we talked about our past time in class.. even they dint know it was my bday on the next day.. but it was a great present for me edi.. hop to meet them all again in future and take a group pic of all of us.. ^^

that was my 1st present for my bday.. i got it for myself..

on the big day..

my frens and my family they made me a warm bday with their wishes and gifts..

all the wishes flooding in my sms, facebook and friendster.. lol~

i love all the present i got.. realli happii ^-^*

this is from my lovely colleagues..
*payung*alan*ezan*alexius*Q*asfia*val*terry*hel*kenny*

miaw miaw i wan tissue~ haha~

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ini pulak gift from Tan's family *ben*chuying*mich*.. hehe..
a sexy new dress for me.. =P

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woo~ a box of ferrero rocher from ming & ping.. golden shinny blink* blink* ..

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Your DolL

u wanted a toY

so i turned into your dolL

would u be minE?

Last Song

this is the 1st poem i wrote for my prince last time..
a prince that i ever deeply fell for him..
but he didn't belong to me..
he's so perfect and i believed that he is the only one..
i don't think i could find a sustitute in future..
it was juz like a dream..
a wonderful dream..
it built up a great castle in my memories..

here it began..~
it's virginity write u a song
u say anything owaz on my mind
juz simple a few words
coincidence forever luv
do u believe wif it?
it's de art of life choo mo goc
an angel wif broken wings
her tears into de endless rain
lost her way back to paradise
crucify her luv
a deep sense of longing
de last song is de 1st song
playing wif ur guitar unfinished
as one~ur existence in jojoshi..
the love to u is alive in me
u r aside of me...every day..